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Monday 28 April 2008 •

Why does Guntars Asmanis have to be so hot.
But Kevin Flamme will always be my favorite, he brought me to realize there were things better then JRM. I just hope that one day I will be able to find the perfect mag with both darling boys inside. I just want to fulfill my dream of going to at least the Milan runways in both SS and FW.
Not that I want to. That has been my mentality since young.
I remember the time I got the DKNY shoes. I loved them. even though that is not exactly high-end. Thats the closest I have ever been, except for getting the Salvatore Ferragamo invitation.

22:08 |

Science just now. Kind of productive if i had not been half asleep.
arghhh I HATE MICHAEL BALLACK. He is the cause of United not winning the premier league this year yet.

And I Have BYU Radio on my desktop yayee!!!
haha
this is a crap post

Btw Zoey picked up a dead insect today.
yuck.

History was boring .
Life Sucks now

03:53 |

Sunday 27 April 2008 •

Mum's talking about university entry again.
She is making choose between University of Utah or BYU Idaho.
I couldn't care less. What is most important to me now is to DO WELL in my Maths for MYEs.
Making me choose between this two is of course easy. I want to work in the Fashion Industry next time or Biomedical Sciences. I mean it is hard enough for me already this few weeks but with all this talk about university entry. It is even worse.
and yeah I figured it was good that I did not apply for NJC. Because in order to gain admission to a US university, you need O levels results, if not application will be rejected. Unless you are national champion in a sport and then they will offer you scholarship.

08:33 |

Friday 25 April 2008 •

Happily Never After :Backstreet Boys/Nicole Scherzinger

I don't think I want this anymore
As she drops her ring to the floor
She says to herself you've left before,
This time you will stay gone that's for sure,

And he shattered something else
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car she said

No, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know, I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

As she drove away she starts to smile,
Realized she hadn't for awhile
No destination she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial

She was laughing about the way he shattered something else
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car she said

No, happily never after
That just ain't for me,
Because finally
I know, I deserve better after all,
I'll never let another teardrop fall

I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done
I'm free, I'm free,
Free to feel the way I feel, yeah
She inhales a breath she never breathed before
Don't want no drama no more

Cause she says no
Happily never after
That just ain't for me

I know, I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall
No happily never after, that just aint for me, because finally
I know I deserve better after all
I'll never let another tear drop fall
I'm done, I'm done, I'm done, so done, I'm done, so done
Said I'm done, I'm done, I'm done


this reminds me of you. I loved you so much that it hurts.
you're such a prettyboy that it hurts looking at you.

22:03 |

GUNTARS ASMANIS is gorgeous.
Unless you don't know, his the guy on my desktop in the previous post.
I just realized how hot he actually is. haha 'coz I keep seeing his name on Modelhommes.
Figured I give it a go and see how he actually is in a campaign ad.
Reinis Babris as well. Another fine latvian. I love his beautiful blue eyes.

as usual had maths remedial today. I skipped out of it without letting lmy seeing my work. Nearly cried 'coz some ppl would not let me sneak out. and oh yes was nearly late for English paper 2. Me and zwee were talking. but i forgot everything anyway,

does anyone know if singapore even sells Elle Girl? they blocked it at home. cannot read it online here . Maybe have to read the occasional fashion report in TIMES magazine. Seriously it is pathetic here. No GQ, Arena. and much others

05:03 |

Thursday 24 April 2008 •


Suet Yi likes Matt Damon. HAHAHA
Found that out during PBL. PBL was funn with Paveta(extra at grp) and my own grp.
Was looking at model hommes. Showing them the thread abt Actors who could be models.
Iva saw this avatar she really liked. Shall post it next time.
Anw abt the thread. At first there was nothing then somehow the funny pics start to come and we started laughing. Yeah and Wentworth Miller was the first I think. Then there was this one of a "old guy trying to act young" as said by suet.
haha then the Chris Evans one was the funniest of all. we were all laughing full out when we saw the picture. About the Matt Damon thing, yeah me and Phoebe were saying how much
we liked George Clooney then Suet Yi was like" I think Matt Damon is better"
hahaha and Verity sitting a few places a way thought that we said George Bush instead of George Clooney. Then it became abt Ocean's eleven, Twelve and thirteen.
oh oh and Mr Z saw Gunthar Asmanis(sp?) as my wallpaper for desktop. Lizzie thinks he looks hot in my wallpaper. haha well there it is. up to you to see if he is hot or not

07:31 |

Wednesday 23 April 2008 •


So had tuition just now.Was actually half-asleep but i still listened. ha beat that
Today;
No CME, glorious time watching ftv.

Chinese: Listened to her talk kinda funny.

Home ec: Watched liz and Yimin play icy tower. Liz said that Hugo Boss male models are hot.
Which I agree.

Maths: woots understood everything.

have a new blog but will not post till MYEs are over and done with.
btw that is my wallpaper now. So nice rite? I think it is the ad campaign for SS 08.
SS is the best season in all fashion weeks
FW is elegant but not as fun as SS though


03:46 |

Tuesday 22 April 2008 •

English remedial today kinda boring. waste of time actually.
Then went C2 to play my music loudly. then there was an extra who came in to ask me to turn off the projector. bleahs like i totally care if it dies or not.

Went to a few fashion blogs. Totally amazing the clothes there seriously. I feel like just buying them all at once. I wonder if Singapore sells Arena. Amazing if they do. 'coz i just wanna hold it in my hand knowing it is one of my guilty pleasures. Well come to think about it, working in the fashion industry is hard even for the best.

Anw i just realized that on the runway all models look older than they actually are. Kevin Flamme looked like a mix of Hayden C. and Ashton K. on the D&G show. And that Latvian guy, simply scary. What can i say? i mean i really thought he was 20+ until i saw him at the backstage before the show. haha wells i may be starting a new blog soon. maybe it won't be your type but yeah hope to score more hits than the one I have now.

I'm wondering why people think Channing Tatum is hot. He is effing old like 28 this year? At least Sean Faris is better. Speaking of which "Forever Strong" is soon to be out. Another american football team movie

Typical disney movie. Kinda cliche as well ,but I will watch it because of Sean Faris. The last time i saw him was in Sleepover 2004. But apparently he was also in your's mine and our's which i did watch but did not realize that it was him. I was thinking if he is more of the Cristiano Ronaldo face or a Tom Cruise one. But anw he looks amazing still

02:31 |

Monday 21 April 2008 •

hahaha had a good laugh afterlooking at twilight movie poster.maybe cause it was not what i had expected from a movie with a really big budget to use but anw here it is , special thanks to aubrey for the pic on her blog.



but seriously the thing that appeals to me so far abt this poster is of the beautiful sunset. I always wanted to see one like that in my life. Californian sunsets are the prettiest, having seen them while in LA. But the one i remembered the most was at Grand Canyon. Simply indescribable you would say.

07:27 |

Saturday 19 April 2008 •

I'm into fashion now.
and i think that Kevin Flamme is the best model ever. Even better than Danny Beauchamp or Mathias Lauridsen


Kevin Flamme:

he's soo cute and only 18 yrs old.

Dolce and Gabbana fashion shows are the best. The music is great, lighting is stunning as well

Yves Saint Laurent designs look good on all the models. Somehow the outfits appeal to me more

anw will post more next time. including D&G vids

11:30 |

Sunday 13 April 2008 •

I'm so effin stressed now.
i read everything abt enzymes and could not understand anything.
I tried to do Maths but forgot all the Formula
Tried to do science paper but was too lazy to check the periodic table.

WTFH is wrong with me. I REALLY NEED to study!!!!!!!!!!!

But i seriously need to perform well in mid-years, if not i will never forgive myself and will not buy the nicee bag.Will not watch "Wild Child" in the cine. Will not even think abt going to the US for further studies.Will not even think abt going to Europe with my parents.

And it is officially 12 days to MYEs

08:07 |

Thursday 10 April 2008 •

So i was trying to understand Science when i found this very interesting picture of a 64- year old heart. I was showing it to Jason, he was like "heart heart" sooo cuteee
anw i am planting flowers for CIP. They looked pretty on the packaging, hope they turn out lyk dat as well.

Oh and Diyan told me abt this interesting sign outside the TA room. it was like " No birds and Scousers allowed" with a picture of the thing on the Liverpool crest. Ha they all hate Liverpool.
And Man Utd is in C. League Semis!!!!! Hope they kill off Barca.

I HAVE TO START STUDYING!!!!!!!!Its like i totally forgot abt every single test next week. I am also not listening in class at all. So yeah have to start hitting my books if i want ti survive through this time..........................Lol tml got Maths Remed. HATE IT whenever i have to ask for answers frm other ppl. Makes be feel so......

07:53 |

Wednesday 9 April 2008 •

I'm Tired- thats all i have to say...

what made you go off? I missed you. was it something i said , something i did?
Just so you know I miss talking to you. It's hard isn't it maintaining one thousands of distances apart. But i won't give up on you, just come back ......................


when will i see you again?





07:13 |

Monday 7 April 2008 •

i just realized haven't been blogging for a long time
and i am sooo sorry to everyone who got the virus..... sooo sorry especially to Pearlyn
anw i was watching Skins and realized that it was rated m-18
and i missed cca todae 'coz my eye was swelling, don't get me wrong i love guides a lot.... seriously
haha and i miss Dan to. He never seems to be online maybe that is what will happen to me if i take sixth-form in other words go JC.
I wanna watch the new JRM movie kinda niceee i think
and my Tablet is fixed!!!!!!!! JOY :D
ty so much to everyone who did it for me.
ILY you all especially Dan.

08:37 |

Wednesday 2 April 2008 •

OMG i am going to cry... there is like so many spywares on my tpc.........
hahas should not have tried to download Tak Blizko(sp?) becuz of the song i'm infected.
anw i am addicted to Skins. Yayee it is such a nicee show and i'm watching it becuz of Mitch Hewer. But i still prefer Alex Pettyfer to him. Oh and Alex'x brother is wayy scary as in he is soo unlike his brother. but maybe its because they have different fathers. Alex Pettyfer is so fine don't you agree? 6"1 is tall wayy taller than my 5"4. haha i'm so random. anw today my grandparents came frm Taiwan. Which means more food.

____:You're so superficial that it makes me sick looking at you. Shallow as well. I'm using pretty tame words here. Being shallow and superficial makes you someone that the entire world will hate. You're no better than me yourself, you're seriously annoying. I would rather die than listen to you.

___:Let's see we've been friends for how many years? Since i came over. You were my best, I miss the times where we were closer. Now you are drifting away from me. I miss you, its not worth it for you to go there. I realized that a long time ago. If you do, its your choice and i can't say much. I blame myself for it, maybe i should never had left you there, been there done that and have been hurt a thousand times.

08:49 |